life is sweet

i haven't updated this thing since having my baby, so in case you missed it- i had my baby! but you didn't miss it. nobody has because i'm kind of obsessed with pictures and things. or just him, really. i'm just kind of obsessed with him.

i can't really explain just how wonderful life is right now. i don't know if i was just blessed with a really perfect baby, or if i'm just better at handling the mom thing than i thought i would be- but life is just so sweet right now. milo sleeps pretty much all night long, only wakes up once, around 2:30 and then goes back to sleep until 7 or 8. he usually takes two 4 or 5 hour naps during the day too, so i don't feel like a zombie mom like so many people do or have told me i would. i was also so worried about postpartum depression because i had depression before pregnancy so i was at higher risk for it after, but i have just been so so so happy. a little bit hormonal and tend to cry or get annoyed at nothing, but that's honestly to be expected.

i don't know. i was so worried that once i had a baby everything would be too emotional and stressful and i would worry about the baby too much and never sleep and then still try and do school on top of that, and that has not been the case at all. everything is lovely. my baby is perfect. i am a much more chill mom than i thought i would be, and don't worry about him at all, really. he sleeps so i sleep. he eats and has gained all of the pounds. like... everything has just been great.

i'm just really happy and i've really just been so blessed. so so blessed.

here's some baby spam, just because.

xoxox