march inventory

(apparently i took a million selfies in march, but it's totally cool. i'm very okay with it)

so march. bleh. march felt like it was a million years long. seriously. and everything started slipping; my motivation, my energy, my happiness, my grades, my everything. i stopped eating healthily, stopped exercising, stopped taking care of myself, stopped taking care of my family and our house (i mean, like i fed our baby guys don't worry) i stopped reading, i stopped watching tv... like i quite honestly did basically nothing most of the time. of course there were exceptional days here and there but the month of march basically made me question if i do need to go back on depression meds after all, because quite honestly... i have been in a very not good place.

i feel myself coming out of it now, and hopefully april will be better. but i'm thinking i should maybe go see a doctor again soon because i don't want another month like march.

things that were great about march:

milo's birthday/party

hanny spent the weekend with me so i wouldn't be dumb and mopey with andrew gone

recorded winter song with amy

kirstyn came to vist

i figured out summer school

i almost finished yes please 

i bought black nail polish that rocks my world

also new eyeliner that is *heart eyes emoji*

also, i'm not sure what happened to february inventory. that month just kinda got away from me, being so short and all. but it was basically a happy continuation of january, with less selfies than march.

isn't it interesting that the month i've been the least happy thus far this year is the month that i've taken the most selfies?

but now, the baby is asleep, the bbq chicken just finished cooking, and i have gilmore girls to watch

(also i have been weirdly interested in yoga lately??? so i might start doing that also also also i need to start running again cause i'm running a 5k in a month LOL)