february 10

making: copious lists of things i still need before baby 

cooking: about to fix up a whole lotta freezer meals to save for when the baby gets here

drinking: waaaterrrrrr. man i love that stuff lately

reading: code name verity, tarzan

wanting: fruit sounds delicious. and some cheese and crackers or something

looking: forward to spring. it really feels like it's just around the corner

playing: lucy rose on repeat. gosh she's good.

wasting: too much time looking at "when will you go into labor" predictions, ha

wishing: the next month will go by quickly

enjoying: my way too cute husband, our love sac, and the olympics

waiting: for andrew to get home from class so we can play

liking: having mondays off. such a lovely way to start the week.

wondering: how long i will be pregnant / when i get to see my babyyy

loving: sweatpants and maternity leggings, also dry shampoo

hoping: that i can get over this crazy exhaustion that has hit me in the face recently. i have too much to do to be this tiredddd.

marveling: at the fact that my due date is less than a month away

needing: to do so much, oh my gosh. the most important things are catching up on history classwork, cleaning up the bedroom, and getting milo's wardrobe organized somehow 

smelling: nothing. because i am procrastinating food by typing this blog.

wearing: sweatpants and an old navy t-shirt because i do not have any cares

noticing: all the new stretch marks on my belly, and not really caring about them like i thought i would

thinking: about how much i should be doing and how much i am not doing, ugh 

feeling: incredibly happy. like, stupid happy. but also i've been in a retarded brain fog the past week or so. i'm telling you, this exhaustion is unreal.