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some enjoyment for your ears whilst you read my ramblings:

i was like, i'm going to make something relatively healthy and delicious for lunch and then i saw the corn dogs and tater tots in the freezer and thought about how little effort they are to make and so now i am not being healthy for lunch.

i really really want my baby now. so many people i know have had their babies in the past few months and i get to see all their precious little newborn instagrams and it's killing me because i want that nowwww. it's like i hit 34 weeks and time slowed to a painful crawl. i know my sweet milo will be here before i know it, but these days it's more and more difficult to wait around for that moment.

on the flip side, i'm trying to just relish in these last few weeks of freedom. just me and andrew cuddled in our love sac with no where to go, nothing to do, and hours of netflix to watch. i know i'm going to look back on these days and these moments and really miss them.

on another pregnancy note (let's be honest, that's all my life is right now) i have been salivating hardcore over buying clothing. i'm going to work so hard to get my body back in a timely manner and then i am donating all my old clothes and buying a new wardrobe. i currently have about 4 maternity shirts that i love and that fit well and make me look cute and not fat, so they are literally all i have been wearing on a rotation. and as such i am completely sick of them. the idea of eventually buying new clothes again (and not maternity clothes) is such an exciting thing to me. i just stalk pinterest lately and dream about someday when i will be skinny and not 190 lbs. again. (yes. 190 lbs. i cry.) the other thing is that 85% of my wardrobe is clothing i bought in high school and is quite worn out, or juvenile, or just small. i have a significantly more curvy body that i did in high school. anyway, it's time for a wardrobe upgrade and as soon as i get back down to about 140 lbs or so, I am going to get that wardrobe. So. (also: how do accessorize? i will never know)

SO YEP. life. life is crazy. even crazier than the last stretch before i got married. so much more is changing this time. also, have i really almost been married two years? insane.

i love that husband of mine. one of the things i am most looking forward to is seeing him become a dad. he's going to be the greatest dad.

corn dogs are done so that's my cue to stop rambling.

xo